I never go without music on a long car ride!

1.Who are you when im not looking by Blake Shelton
2. Beer in Mexico by Kenny Chesney

Damn you family drama

Ever since my car accident, my parents have been bickering non-stop. Its over money which is never something they get mad about. My Mother simply asked for some help from my Father because she didnt want to carry the full burden. What did he do? He lashed out at my Mother with all this shit from the past that didnt have anything to do with what was going on now. He used everything he could against my mom when he simply could have said, "I dont have the money right now."

My mom being my super hero in the time of need, was the bigger person and called back to tell my dad that she was sorry for anything that my dad was still holding in from the past. She made a deal with him that if I did a minimum of 6 applications a week, he would give me gas for my car. She was again sucessful and 10 applications later, I still don't see any money for gas.

Dont give up on life,
<3 Panders

You are...

You are... The cheese to my macaroni

You are... The horizon to my sky

You are... The bacon to my eggs

You are... The laces to my sneakers

You are... The jelly to my peanut butter

You are... The smile to my face

You are... The gravy to my mashed potatoes

You are... The bubbles to my bath

You are... The milk to my cookie

You are... The ink to my pen

You are... The ketchup to my french fries

You are... The water to my ocean

You are... The icing on my cupcake

(Love, Now and Forever)

Gra anois agus go deo,

Panders <3

Music that just helps the day go faster

Watching my life pass before my eyes

Just yesterday I was in a car accident. I say it like I was telling someone that I went to the store... I never thought the words " I got into a car accident" would ever come out of my mouth. You know when your to old to drive, when you pull out of the parking lot and dont notice that I am right there. I am still thanking God everyday that I wake up that we both are okay. I thank God for my mother for helping me through all of this and luckily found me a new car today, bought it, and paid for the fixing that it severely needed. I pray to God that my trauma doesnt make my driving suffer and I can move on with my life.

Sorry for the short entry, homework doesnt do itself! Thanks for reading,

Panders <3

Im trying...

When I think everything is going just great in my life, something all of a sudden goes wrong... I get a flat tire! I have no job to fix it, my mom is not talking to me or helping me with my situation.. I hate this grown up shit! Its sucks like hell and I dont want it anymore. I liked it when I was younger and if something got scary I was able to go to my parents.. Now they only talk when I need something that doesnt cost money.. I am looking and looking for jobs, and no one wants me because of my lack of experience. I am sorry job world that I was not number one in my class, or I didnt do all the other activities in high school.. I dont have certificates or licenses to do anything!

I applied to Subway and I called and called and called and called!! You know what I am getting at! They never ever answered my damn phone calls! Made me feel lower than shit! I cant even get a place that I applied to, to talk to me! I am in school full time and I am trying my best to find work... I am just panicking over time, and I cant seem to get my head on straight!

I don't understand when people who have a job complain about SO DAMN MUCH! At least you have some form of work! At least you go to bed at night knowing you will be able to afford SOMETHING! Rather than nothing... People who are employed, and they HATE their job need to sit back and think about it for a sec.. If you didnt have that job, you wouldnt be able to put gas in your car etc... To all the people who bitch and complain that their job sucks, well then quit! There are millions of people like me who are willing to do the work, just to get a little something to save themselves..

If you are currently unemployed I am praying for you hard! If you are currently employed I am praying that you get a better attitude about your work and that you realize your blessed in this economy. If anyone has any suggestions on where I can find work, that would be GREAT!

Love you all
<3 Panders

The most functional word in the English language.

Well, it's shit... That's right, shit!

Shit may just be the most funtional word

in the english language.

Consider, you can get shit-faced, be shit-out-of-luck, or

have shit for brains, with a little effort, you can get your

shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked

to shit or get off the pot.

You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit,

find shit, forget shit, or tell others to eat shit.

Some people know their shit, while others can't tell

the difference between shit and shineola.

There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits.

There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.

You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit,

shoot the shit or duck when the shit hits the fan.

You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find

yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.

Some days are colder than shit. Some days are hotter

than shit, and some days are just plain shitty.

Some music sounds like shit. Things can look

like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit.

Just wanted you to know that I do give a shit, and I hope you

have a nice day without a bunch of shit. But if you happen

to catch a load of shit from some shit-head.

Well, shit happens.

This poster in my room gets me through!

Love y'all!

Panders