In a french mood!

Music that I have been listening to for a while has been my favorite french music! Lets list off a few

• Monsieur Marcel - Renan luce
• Le soleil de ta pensée - Pep's
• L'Agriculteur - Ridan

Check them out! Yahoo France radio has a great variety of music! Have fun finding music in different languages!

The not-so-sure optimistic

I see day to day like a video. You know the movies they play all the time on tv, it is a really good movie on Friday then by Sunday its a super bore! This is my life in a sense that I am just a re-run of the day before. I get up, get dressed, and go to school. Right now the only thing that is keeping me alive is my boyfriend and well...thats it. He is so optimistic about life and the future that it just pushes me to keep going. I have never had someone in my life till now that told me that I can be something and tomorrow will be better.

This week is like all the others... Homework and tests... I cant wait for spring break! It will be a nice long week of sleep and relaxation. I hope its warm enough and the snow has melted by then! I dont want anymore snow to fall. I dont want more colds nor do I want anymore cold noses! I just want to enjoy tomorrow!

I have been thinking of leaving for a long time and I dont know how to tell my hero... My mother... I feel like I have never in my life pushed myself to do something with my life. I feel like if I left than I would be able to do something for myself, and not have to rely on my mother for everything. Now people who read this... if any, please dont spread the word if you know me... I am just thinking of leaving I have not put anything into motion. If I wanted to leave I still dont know where I would go I just want too. I am going to see if I can plant me feet here for a little bit longer and if not then.. I shall move on elsewhere.

If you dont like swimming in the kiddy pool, give the olympic size a try,

Love y'all

<3 Panders

Secrets...

Xyrophobia.

What is xyrophobia?


It is the fear of razors.

Facts about Xyrophobia

Xyrophobia is usually caused by an intense negative experience from your past. But your mind can also create that fear seemingly without basis

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you know your xyrophobia is illogical. But it has persisted because your subconscious has attached the idea of razors to all those negative emotions.

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Xyrophobia is the fear of razors. While some are well-recognized, others are unheard of, but whatever the phobia, the person suffering

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Weekend why cant you stay!!??

I feel like this weekend has gone by so fast! Even with all of the snow-days that I have had. The week ahead will be very busy for me! Projects are due and I will have to go twice as fast with my class so we all catch up from the snow days. I hate snow days with a passion! The only good that comes out of them is that I can stay in pj's all day haha. Short post again due to the fact homework needs to get done! I have been putting it off for way to long!!

<3 Panders

January is gone? No way!

Some many things have been happening that I didnt even know that it was February! Ok I did know, but I didnt want to I guess... So many things has happened in my life that I want to rewind and start back again at new years. From my mother getting a tummy tuck, to the kitchen being redone and having to find time to be with my boyfriend; its all been just one big blur. From 4 page papers to car accidents and new cars that dont tell you how fast your going! Life goes at pretty fast speeds. Today I just noticed that. I am sitting here in bed watching tv, checking emails, and doing homework. What do I notice when I looked at the clock? That 4 hours have gone by. Thats when I noticed I missed the beginning of 2011... Weird that it took me this long to notice but I am glad I did. I know now that I have to take it easy once in a while and just enjoy life. So you know what I am doing now? Just blogging :-) And only 20 minutes have gone by.

Dont let life fly by!
<3 Panders