Thursday, March 31, 2011

Funny day!

This song is the most HATED song on youtube next to Justin Biebers song Baby~! This is hilarious! It does have a good beat to it, but its SO DUMB! Yes I know Thursday is before Friday. And then there is Saturday and Sunday. She is talking singing if that makes any sense what-so-ever!

Jennette McCurdy one of the stars on Icarly, Is an AMAZING singer! This song called Homeless Heart, just touches my heart and is one of my favorites!

Bring on the funnys and...

LIVE

LOVE

LAUGH

Love y'all
<3 Panders

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

running around town like a mad man

Hi my single reader... anyway!

This week has been hectic so far... Took a friend out to lunch, been to the library a couple times.. I was supposed to be doing my homework when really I couldnt resist but looking at all the wonderful books they had! I couldnt help but getting one either. I hope that I have a chance to read it this weekend cause it looks really good! It is called Armageddon Science: The science of mass destruction. It is by Brian Clegg if anyone wants to check it out... Well of course when I am done with it you can have it. I think I also got another job instore for me which is great! I have a plan that if I save 20 dollars every week for 20 weeks I will have reached my goal and will be able to buy a NEW laptop! And maybe a wii to add! Off to my science class.. Get to play with coffee today.. SWEET like I need more caffeine

Love y'all
<3 Panders

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Saturday blues

Just recently I had a friend tell me she was taking a break. I thought this was a huge breakthrough for her! I knew she finally had a chance to start over fresh and get her life on track, without this waste of life holding her back! Now I wouldnt tell her to her face that he was a waste of life, because for some strange reason he makes her super happy. And if she is happy then I am happy. She is like my sister and I couldnt bare to see her down. With this break though I thought she was going to sucess in saving some money and moving out of her parents house. Maybe getting into a school and finally achieving her dreams. She has a big heart and I knew she could achieve greatness! And no longer was this man.. no boy in her life!

UNTIL....!!

 I sent her a text to check up on her after she let me know that she had taken a break from this boy, and already she had said they were back together... *sigh* I couldnt scream and yell and rant because it made her happy that they were back together!!!

To me, I talk to my significant other all the time, about very important things in my life. If we ever had to take a break, it would have to be three weeks to a month. NOT A DAY OR TWO! There is no room for growing and understanding that you, yourself have needs that need to be taken care of just as much as your partner does. I wish that everyone I knew had such a deeper connection like I do with my significant other, but I cant teach all.

Back to my friend, I love her with all my heart and I hope that whatever happens in her life that she is happy. She is the closest person to my heart and I can share everything with her. I hope one day that we both can overcome our boundaries and just live a happy life. I want to be by her side in her wedding and I want her to be right next to me in mine. I want to catch her tears and throw them all away!

Anyway, I just wanted to get it out that I really love her and I hate that she is putting herself thru this either because she cant be alone, or she is scared she will end up alone. She doesnt get it but I go through the same thing all the time. I am still learning that when I wake up the next day I have a man who loves me like crazy and will take care of me forever! I just pray for her that she will find someone that makes her feel like she doesnt have to take a break and will make her feel like when she wakes up in the morning that he will be there for her. She needs a man, not a boy! And a man that is worthy of all her greatness!!

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Going to find the perfect laptop today and well.. just stare at it in awe because I only have about 50 dollars saved hahaha. Then going to look for the perfect phone and again just stare because I have NO money for that even... Off to start the day and I leave you with my new fav song for the week!

Love y'all
<3 Panders

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Blurb fom the curb..

Howdy y'alls who read... one person.. haha

 I have been working for a while now, and trying to juggle work and school and it is HARDER than I thought. I was praying day in and day out for a job, and now I am praying for a break. Its like summer break; you want it to come so quickly, and then when its here you are bored and want something to do... My feet are not used to standing for 4 super long hours, then running off for some burger king and heading to a night class for another 3 hours. My feet are still swollen the next day and it is hard for me to walk! Luckily I am new and still learning and I only work one or two days a week. I am still applying for more jobs, since the one I have now is only temporary... That laptop isnt going to magically appear! Using my mothers these days, she is so good to me now that I got a job! hahaha.. wow.. ANYWAY... Now that my time is more and more scarce the person that still seems to blow my mind (no nastiness!!) is my loving/thoughtful/heroic boyfriend! He is there for me to ice my swollen feet, and kiss my boo boos... I love him more than anything! And I am praying that this new car he got will not kill his pay check every three days. He says it is a gas guzzler but I have not a clue about cars so I will get to see first hand what a gas guzzler is, besides my moms huge truck that she no longer drives and sits in the driveway taking up space...

Off to work on projects... I will be done with my first year of college very very soon!! I am so HAPPY! and sad at the same time. I will have to work all summer long, that means no long summer days at the beach with friends. High school life is offically over for me.

Adios amigos!
<3 Panders

Thursday, March 3, 2011

I may not be around for a while!

A couple of weeks ago my computer got infected by a virus (actually it is up to 34 viruses now) and so it is useless to me! Until I can save enough money to get it cleaned out or possibly just get a new laptop... Recent news, the heavens opened and sent me an angel! His name is Dave and he is the manager at the store that I am now working AT!! I am so excited for the new job and I cant wait to jump into the work world and help people and get pay checks! And I also got accepted into a very good university which made my mom poop herself... not literally lol but it looked like it when I told her I got accepted! It will be totally free for me to go to this school, and I am happy for that because I would have been saving up my pay checks to go to a 30,000 dollar school~ That's all that has been happening since my laptop freaked~ I will try to squeeze a post in when I can!

Love y'all
<3 panders