Books... Books... Books...

Reading a book helps me get away from this world. It broadens my imagination, and makes me feel like a little kid again. I get to dream about the suspence, the different endings, conversations with characters. Movies unless you hit it dead on SUCK when they are made after a book. At least people could wait a couple years! Maybe 10 years before making a movie. Let kids have their imaginations back. Give them a chance to make an army full of dragons or find sleeping beauty...

Lets seee..... The books I have been reading lately....

The Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer!
Wake Trilogy by Lisa McMann
Uglies Series by Scott Westerfeld
Miracle Myx by Dave Diotalevi
Crank by Ellen Hopkins
The Kite Runner by Khaled H.
A Thousand Splendid Sunds by Khaled H.

And current book is A long way gone, memoirs of a boy soldier by Ishnael Beah.

You should check these books out!! Keep reading... It only makes you stronger

<3 Panders

sex out the wazoo

Everywhere and anywhere the talk is about sex sex... oh yeah and SEX! I love the fact that people can freely talk about sex and that its always good to talk about... But not what I am hearing. People going at it 6 times a day! And you are 16 and living at home with your parents... Common now! That is a little low. I will not waste my breath on religion and such but you dont have sex now... Just dont! People dont listen to people around them, and it kills my heart to see relationships fall apart.

Its a game I secretly like to play... Which relationship will blow up in flames next! No I am kidding but its true that I think about it sometimes... I mean I want to smack some of my girlfriends for some of the things they bring to the table. I mean you dont discuss your relationship issues with your sister.. You do it with the persony your in a relationship with!!! And you dont discuss sex like you talking about the weather. It is a thing that should be kept near and dear to your heart and your partners. You are not COOL if you have sex ten times a week and your able to come to school and tell all your friends about it.

Be open with who ever parent your close to. Because its best they know now instead of walking in on you while you and your partner are going at it!!

My heart and soul goes out to my girlfriends and I swear that if any of their partners hurt them in any way shape or form I will be the first to cut their balls off! Then slap them with it. Because if they are sick enough to have sex with them then get up and walk away... They should be able to handle a slap to the face with their own balls..

I love you my sisters! And I just ask that if you are having problems or doubts or anything... TALK to your partner... Talk and listen is the best thing you can do for each other. And dont you dare ask about the weather. Talk about important things..

I love you my bear <3

Panders

I cant stop crying....

I keep thinking about the people I am going to lose... I cant handle it.. Thinking about the people who are going to fight and lose. I dont want to see his or her face on tv or in the paper... I dont want to visit their grave... Cry in their parents arms... I want to be able to kiss their cheeks and give them a big hug...

You have no idea how much it hurts... I dont want to lose you. If I did I think I would lay down and die....

New years resolution... Tell people how much they mean to me.. Even if they dont like me back. I cant lose you.. My heart cant handle it.

 A note for the people in the future I meet. I love you.

A note for the people in the past that I have met... I still love you...

A note for those I have had arguments with... I will always love you..

You have my heart you see?

Just sick of it.

~ It doesnt take a chest, an ass, and makeup to make a girl... It takes her heart~

 I hate it when a girl who doesnt look the greatest walks into a mall she is stared down as the most hidious thing anyone has ever seen. It sickens me!
 
Everybody stares... Avoids... Worries your going to do something!!
 
You are followed in certain stores... Like you never belonged there in the first place.

Good morning sunshine lover!~!

Hey Everybody! Panders is back... Sorry for the long wait. I havn't really had much to write about. I would like to start off with the fact my fascination for MUSIC! is amazing because I am finding new music everyday that I love and I just cant get enough of! Some to start off with so far is...

• The Vitamin String Quartet!
• Chris Brown
• Michael Buble!
• Train

If you want to check out some music of the Vitamin String Quartet check it out here!!

 

                                                                                                                                                                   
Now to continue... Christmas is coming up! And I have my christmas shopping all done already! I am so proud of myself. I hope the love I put into these gifts put smiles on everyones faces! Today I have to go visit my family... It will be the first christmas without my grandpa... ... .. Yeah and it really hit me when my mother recieved a letter in the mail from the funeral home. It had a poem in it that I couldnt finish 'cause I knew I would start crying... It went like this...

I still hear the songs,

I still see the lights

I still feel your love on cold wintery nights

I still share your hopes and all of your cares

I'll even remind you to please say your prayers

I just want to tell you, you still  make me proud

You stand head and shoulders above all the crowd

You dont have to be perfect all the time

He forgives you the slip, if you continue to climb

To my family and friends,

Please be thankful today

Im still close to you,

In a new special way

I love you all dearly,

Now dont shed a tear

Cause I am spending my

Christmas with Jesus this year.

Happy thanksgiving!!~~!!

Definition of Thanksgiving :
1 : the act of giving thanks
2 : a prayer expressing gratitude
3 : a public acknowledgment or celebration of divine goodness.

Thanksgiving Day is a joyous family festival celebrated with lot of enthusiasm in US, Canada and several other countries. Thanksgiving Day Festival commemorates the feast held by the Pilgrim colonists and members of the Wampanoag people at Plymouth in 1621. On this day people express gratitude to God for his blessings and give thanks to dear ones for their love & support.


Thanksgiving is America's preeminent day. It is celebrated every year on the fourth Thursday in the month of November. It has a very interesting history. Its origin can be traced back to the 16th century when the first thanksgiving dinner is said to have taken place.

Journey of Pilgrims
The legendary pilgrims, crossed the Atlantic in the year 1620 in Mayflower-A 17th Century sailing vessel. About 102 people traveled for nearly two months with extreme difficulty. This was so because they were kept in the cargo space of the sailing vessel. No one was allowed to go on the deck due to terrible storms. The pilgrims comforted themselves by singing Psalms- a sacred song.

Arrival in Plymouth
The pilgrims reached Plymouth rock on December 11th 1620, after a sea journey of 66 days. Though the original destination was somewhere in the northern part of Virginia, they could not reach the place owing to winds blowing them off course. Nearly46 pilgrims died due to extreme cold in winter. However, in the spring of 1621, Squanto, a native Indian taught the pilgrims to survive by growing food.

Day of Fasting and Prayer
In the summer of 1621, owing to severe drought, pilgrims called for a day of fasting and prayer to please God and ask for a bountiful harvest in the coming season. God answered their prayers and it rained at the end of the day. It saved the corn crops.

First Thanksgiving Feast
It is said that Pilgrims learnt to grow corn, beans and pumpkins from the Indians, which helped all of them survive . In the autumn of 1621, they held a grand celebration where 90 people were invited including Indians. The grand feast was organized to thank god for his favors. This communal dinner is popularly known as “The first thanksgiving feast”. There is however, no evidence to prove if the dinner actually took place.

While some historians believe pilgrims were quite religious so, their thanksgiving would've included a day of fasting and praying, others say that the Thanksgiving dinner did take place.

Turkey and First Thanksgiving Feast
There is no evidence to prove if the customary turkey was a part of the initial feast. According to the first hand account written by the leader of the colony, the food included, ducks, geese, venison, fish, berries etc.

Pumpkin and Thanksgiving Feast
Pumpkin pie, a modern staple adorning every dinner table, is unlikely to have been a part of the first thanksgiving feast. Pilgrims however, did have boiled pumpkin. Diminishing supply of flour led to the absence of any kind of bread.

The feast continued for three days and was eaten outside due to lack of space. It was not repeated till 1623, which again witnessed a severe drought. Governor Bradford proclaimed another day of thanksgiving in the year 1676. October of 1777 witnessed a time when all the 13 colonies joined in a communal celebration. It also marked the victory over the British.

After a number of events and changes, President Lincoln proclaimed last Thursday in November of thanksgiving in the year 1863. This was due to the continuous efforts of Sarah Josepha Hale, a magazine editor. She wrote a number of articles for the cause.

~ I love thanksgiving because it gives me a chance to give thanks.

~Talk to someone who needs a chat.

~Give someone a hug.

~Tell someone you love them.

~Thank elders, friends, teachers, anybody! Thank them for being alive!

~Thank God!

~ Smile.

~ Giggle.

~ Just love!

~ And tell people to pass it on.

Panders here to say her last til after the holidays. Be safe! Live Laugh Love! And enjoy being with your family, friends, loved ones, who ever! Just be good and dont get into trouble. Dont drink (its worthless anyway) Dont do drugs! Have a happy holiday. You are loved by ME!!

Love you all ~~ Panders

Letter to you... From my heart.

When I lose a person I lay in bed and cry my soul out.

I cry because I wasn't ready to lose you.

I cry because my big heart misses you too.

I dont want to lose my family... my friends.

I love you all to much to say goodbye.

Every tear I pour is a tear for you.

My heart falls apart everytime someone says goodbye.

Please if you read this... Know that my heart is in the game.

Please if you read this, know that you are loved by me... Where ever you might be...

Watching over me...
Watching me...
Thinking about me...